Why Couldn’t I Be Ignorant

why couldnt I just be ignorant? I would be so much happier. Just put on my my maga hat, lie my ass off to get a job in the mines, and make big bucks while I rape the planet. No biggie. It’s just…. just my soul. Just the souls, of my children, whom I will curse with a more god forsaken planet than I was left with.
It is one thing to be ignorant, and make the wrong choice. It is far worse, when you know better. So being smarter, is only good, for punishment. Crumble and give in, and your doubly to blame.
But why should I think I dont deserve double the blame? Why am I special? Perhaps, I am abhorrant. An embarassment for god to call his creation. Maybe, those white supremacists were right. Us mud people have no souls. We are even worse than black folk, or Mexicans. I was told, my type was far worse, cuz I might pass, and befoul the blood lines of white folk. Quite literally, I was poison.
Well fuck. If reality, is false, fake news. If cops never really do anything bad. If Putin really is America’s friend. If antifa really is some grand communist conspiracy, then maybe, as a mud person, maybe I really do, have no soul. Does starting to question it, make me crazy? or Sane?

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